Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Just some picture I found and wanted to share

So here is some cute picture I wanted to share they are from a few months ago at the towns Garlic Festivals. It was really cool, all the kids enjoyed it!!!


Here is all the monsters top to bottome left to right:
Courtney 10(Oni's sister) Shelby 9 Joshua 7 Coral 6
Onicia 2 and Taylor 1.
We didnt notice the were in numberical order till right now

On way to Breakfest.
Now at Breakfest, mom took it at wrong time, had my mouth full. :)
Waiting for Parade


Onicia is Scared, holding on to me for dear life!!!

Friday, September 26, 2008

Adoption Poem






This poem is so true, the other blog I do the had it on it and I had to post it on mine. IT sad



~An Adoption Poem~
Once there were two women who never knew each other.
One you do not remember,the other you call Mother
Two different lives shaped to make you one
One became your guiding star, the other became your sun
The first one gave you life, and the second taught you to live it
The first gave you a need for love, the second was there to give itO
ne gave you a nationality, the other gave you a name
One gave you a talent, the other gave you aim
One gave you emotions, the other calmed your fearsO
ne saw your first sweet smile, the other dried you tears
One made an adoption plan, that was all that she could do
The other prayed for a child, and God led her straight to you
.Now, which of these two women, Are you the product of?
Both, my darling, Both, Just two different types of love.

4things tag


Four Things Tag
Ok first time I have been tag. Thanks Tara!!

Four random things I like about my husband:
1.Not married!!!!
2.
3.
4.
Four jobs I’ve had:
1. Food service Domino's Pizza
2. Day care assistant for"Grandma Rugrat Day Care
3. Blockbuster Video Customer Service Rep (long time ago)
4. Assistant\Receptionist for NuDawn Enterprises
Four movies I have watched more than once:
1. Loin King
2. What women Want
3. Juno
4.Harry Potter
Four TV shows I watch:
1. House
2. Bonesw
3. Smart then a 5th Grader
4. Law and Order
Four places I have been:
1.Texas
2. Washington
3. California
4. Missouri
Four people who e-mail me regularly
1. Desha
2. Ann
3. Tara
4. Michele
Four of my favorite foods:
1.omelletts
2. Ice Cream (even tho cant really eat it anymore:(
3. Chinese
4. steak
Four places I would like to visit
:1. New England
2. Canada
3. France
4. Florida
Four things I am looking forward to in the coming year
:1.Josh coming home
2.Watching Hunter grow up.
3. going to Arizone
4. living life to the fullist

Four People I tag: (no pressure, do it if you want to) [hmm do four people even read this blog?]
1. Desha
2. Bob
3..
4.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

YEPPII

State came out today to do their Home study, at last and suprsie suprsie they could not find anything wrong. What a bummer(for them). We cleaned up last night and them got some goodies, cookies and ice cream. Which of course I got a upset tummy over the Ice cream. I wish I could eat it so bad with out being sick afterwards but It is okay. Their is perfest baby out there because of me. With a family that loves him to death that is what counts. Tara, There is no need to Thank me, you have enough by gived him a awesome home and being u, same with Sam.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Long week

So last week was horrible. Last Sunday was Tiffany's birthday and my brother n laws. She was mad at me so I could not see her. Dunno why. AJ took Noi so she couldn't see her own daughter on her birthday.
Monday was my mom's birthdy and of course I am not allowed to see her. Itis always hard on that day. My sister in law(best friend) made me stay with them where I would have someone htere if I needed to talk or a shoulder to cry on. Up side of Monday was got to see Oni and Josh all of a sudden which always makes me feel better!!!
Tuesday had court on them. Went awesome. Tom was not there by phone. Pre-trail was reschduled due the caseworker not having what she needed. If I keep up on the path I am on, Josh will be home in no time!!!!!!!!
Wednesday started off good. Then April called me saying there was 2 deputies looking for me. :( I guess the person who was suppose to be helping me while I was unable to do anything forgot to pay fines which made me really mad. They gave ne 3 options to do. Pay all my fine, pay my back plus this month or turn myself in. First and third one were a no og so I ened up paying 225.
Thursday was just stressing over the week think nothing else could go wrong this week.
Friday About noon JT texted me asking why Josh was getting moved. I replied WHAT. He called me since I had no idea what was going on with that. The state was at the apartment packing all of his stuff to move him away from his aunt. I called everyone to get answers on what was going on. from what a supervisor said his aunt and grandma werent meeting his needs like the had hope. I was not happy. Last Monday I talked to Josh to find out more about where he had been placed. He is in Hillsboro with more boys and 2 parents, I guess that is better?
I have had long talks with Michele. we see eye to eye now, she knows how it feels to have people lie about them and have a child yanked out her care. I wasnt the one who turnede her in, but I know who did.
Well that is all for now. It a pretty big so far.

Monday, September 8, 2008

First Post

I am a single mom. Have 2 kids.
Joshua who is 7 and in the 2nd grade this year.









Joshua being silly!!









Onicia who is 2.












My baby girl and me









I have a 3rd baby who is 5 month old. I placed him with a awesome family, not in a time of ,my life where I want 3 kids. I love them to death.
Here is Hunter Allen













Here the whole Winsor family. Such sweeties










Well I am 27, not married. Kids are all I need and bout to lose that if other don't wake up and see what is really happening here. I not workiung at moment hopeful soon I will be. Been down due to a bad doctor. Long story.