TGIF confessions

OK here we go for another week.

* I think I am n love, not 100% but getting there
* When dont see Joey for the day I really miss him
* I miss Joshua my heart is breaking
* Dont want to go to Onicia birthday party tomorrow, means is a year older :(
* On same note she got her ear pirced yesterday and it makes her look older as well, it cute as can b but dont like that it makes her look older then she is.
*Been outta the hospital for a yr now!

So that is all I can think of. Plus sleepy someone decided to wake me up w a good morning text, when they woke up at 6 this morning, Joseph...

sad update

Last Wednesday I had my last visit with Joshua til after placement. Hardest thing I ever had to do. My life has been bout that little man. Everything I have done has been for him or Onicia. Here are some picture Jenn took for me.

Having to tell him that that was the last time we got to see each other in awhile.

Such a darling, I miss him already!

He cant put down the spoon long enough for pictures

Im trying to keep my cool and not break down

tickle tickle

mmm Ice cream

look at that precise boy!!

He sooo ticklish

How cute is he? How can someone say good bye to him?

Me and my little man

Aunty Jenn, Joshua and me after lunch.

Me and Josh trying to eat if Jenn would get the camera out of our faces.

Josh eating his Ice Cream

Friday nite confessions again!!

This is getting harder and harder. Have to think really hard to come up with stuff.

*Ready to run away from life
* I love going to the coast on a warm day
* Meeting with the mediator on wednesday made the whole Josh thing more real then I want it
* I live to see Josh and Oni. Makes the rest of time go by fast then time stands still when I c them!
* in love w the twilight series!, thanks to Kate. Cant wait for next movie to come out. Which in turn got Tiff hooked on them as well ok and ToTu

Joshua's Birthday party!!

Monday we had a birthday party for Josh. He got so overwelmed towards the end he tuned himself out w his Ds. He got lots of presents. Here are some pics we took.
Me and my 8 year old :(( Cant believe it

He was licking the frosting off his cake toppers. And he has to go to school after this. Had extra cloths but nothing to calm down he sugar high!

Courtney Kropf, Joshua Engle and Onicia Engle-Kropf w truck from Oni, Courtney, James, KristaAnn,Kevin and Becky

James Kropf, Joshua Engle and Onicia Engle-Kropf

Group shot Left to right top to bottom. Micheal Abeln, Neil Hester, LeAnn Hester, Taylor Hester, MarDel Terwigerler, Annie Birg, Michele Kropf, KristaAnn ..., Joey Le Fay, Courtney Kropf, Crystal Engle, Onica Engle-Kropf(can barely see her on my lap) Joshua Engle and Jennifer Hester. Not pictured Marrina Abeln(taking picture) and James Kropf(just being a butt)

Joey Le Fay, KristaAnn and Joshua engle

friday night confessions

ok I forgot last week and I am sorry so here I go again

* I feel wield (not bad tho) dating JT best friend
*I dont like saving money I love to spend it!
*I am kinds jealous that my sister is preg again. (in a way)
*I got a new client at last and love her to death!!
*I am a cat person not really dog or anything else(random, Lily came up to me)